a...car?

my dad is going to buy me and my older sister a car. i really love to have a car on my own (i have to share it this time but that's ok) and i think it is really cool. i'm so excited! i can go wherever i want. it is much convenient rather then commuting every where i go. i can even go wherever i like (but i need to know where it is because i don't have a sense of direction! haha) but, my dad's going to buy us an old car. not a second hand but an old model car. ok i'm being childish. why i feel half excited half disaapointed? maybe that's enough for now since i'm not that good at driving. i might destroy a brand new car. haha..