not a good start

what a term to start my school year. i think that i'm already starting to fail my majors again (oh nooo).... okay it almost half of the term and i'm already worrying about my grades. i don't feel like this is a good start to start my school year. my major subjects are MAJOR. they are too demanding and i feell like i want to burst. plus, i'm too lazy this term. i don't know why but it seems like student mode is not into me this term. i tried to study..many times.. but why i keep on failing. i feel that my effort is not enough.

i promise myself to exert all efforts that i could give. i had failed one major subject last year and i don't want to have the same situation. i don;t plan on wasting my parents' money and waste my time. ok, i feel like i'm too old and i'm still studying. i should be working! ugh.. i should not spend anytime on whining..there's nothing that i could do but to.. study.

tiring

i feel tired. nowadays i find myself so stress because of school. there are times that i don't what to work anymore. i only sleep the whole day and ended up wasting my time. also, i feel like i want to stop the time, just to take a moment of stillness. nothing is happening, only me and my world. i want to have peace and quiet. i feel like everything that's happening in my life right now is in fuzz. all in a hurry. too many deadlines. too many responsibilities. i sometimes imagine life is like an ipod. you can play it anytime you want. if you feel that you are tired and you are getting weak, you can always find time to charge. you can turn it off the whole day if you don't want to listen to any music. but no. life will never be that way. we are always work like hell and if you stop, you will be left behind.

waiting..

ok i hate facebook. but! i do play some of the games in their application :)) i'm playing restaurant city now. and damn this connection i can't connect right now. restaurant city is having your own restaurant and you can design it whatever you want. i want to earn a lot of money there and upgrade fast!.. so that my restaurant will be as nice as my friends are. i want to have those accessories that you can buy for your restaurant. i'm getting impatient in earning because all of the merchandize there are too expensive!

i stopped playing this game but one of my friends influenced me to play again..that's why i'm back and my restaurant will be the biggest in town! wait and see! :))

argh! still waiting for my restaurant city to load :(

hoping this will be over.SOON!

i hate being a woman. rar! hate having this monthly period and worst of all having PMS. (pre menstruation syndrome). i get easily irritated and i get angry even to non sense things. wish that this will be over and i'll be myself again. :( i also can't concentrate on my work at school and other stuff that i have to accomplish. i feel tired always and all i want to do is to sleep. sleep and sleep and sleep... my work is now piled up because of this laziness. another sign when a woman will have her period is that she's getting fat. and i DO! i hate it! when will this be over? i need to exert a lot of effort so that i can focus on the things that i need to accomplish.

bad thing is..even if it is over for this month. i will always encounter this feeling over and over again. month after month. i wonder why i still don't get the hang of it. i already hurt many people's feeling because of this stupid PMS. :(

facebook vs. multiply

people are now getting crazy over social networking. what is social networking? it function like an online community of internet users. Once you are granted access to a social networking website you can begin to socialize. This socialization may include reading the profile ages of other members and possibly even contacting them. some of them is facebook, multiply, friendster, myspace, and etc.

i personally have three accounts. facebook, multiply, and friendster. among these accounts, many people are into facebook and multiply.my friends are addicted to facebook because of the games that the site offers. i myself play some of those games and it is fun. but i like multiply against facebook. for me, multiply is more friendly user and you can personalize your site. unlike facebook, there is too much tabs in the site. also, there's too many advertisement that it flood your account. what i like more in multiply is that the pictures that you upload has greater quality than in facebook. the resolution is higher in multiply that's why you can enjoy more in looking at you friends' picture or you own pictures.

and now these three remain: faith, hope, and love. but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13: 13

Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. now i know in part; the i shall know fully, even as i am fully known. 1 Corinthians 13: 12